trust issues

so i’ve been reading through two books as of late; “the peacemaker” by ken sande and “when people are big and God is small” by edward t welch. God has used both of them to remind me of an area He’s been growing me in lately; trust. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but... Read More

afriad of failure

for so long i’ve been terrified of failure. father, how many times must i fail, how many attempts before success… will it always be this way? would you have me run after you only to be broken and disappointed? would you have me mocked and ridiculed? would you have me run this race alone… i’ve known disappointment so well, i began expecting failure. and when your eyes lose focus on Him, and instead become anxious, you no longer hear the voice whispering…... Read More