i’ve wanted to speak, but felt like words failed to come. how do i express hope and sorrow in the same breath. being torn and healed. spinning.

Your love is like a rock when i’m spinning…

we’ll i’ve been hit from every corner, i’ve been thrown from side to side
i’m cracked up on the inside, so i come to You for life

Your presence always heals me, so i’ll wanna drink it in
You know where we’re going God, and You know where i’ve been

and Your love is like a rock when i’m spinning,
Your love is like a rock when i’m spinning
Your love is like a rock when i’m spinning around

yesterday i felt so angry, and today so insecure
and i hate it that i wrestle with the God i adore

and i know less about You, but my heart loves You so much more.
Your the bright in sadness
Your my brightness

i wish this thing could pass from me, but i’m wanting what You want.
so bring me high, or bring me low, just hold me in Your love

(Charile Hall – My Brightness)
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these are the words my heart has failed to speak, thanks charlie.
take everything LORD, i just want You.