the tide
the tide ebbs and flows oceans roar seas of calm tossed to and fro gliding gently going under rising swiftly lost at sea safely ashore suffocating breathing deeply awaiting death enjoying life take me under lead me home Read More
i celebrate and imitate
“i celebrate the day” – relient k and with this Christmas wish is missed the point i could convey if only i could find the words to say to let You know how much You’ve touched my life because here is where You’re finding me, in the exact same place as new year’s eve and from a lack of my persistency we’re less than half as close as i want to be chorus: and the first time that You opened Your eyes did You realize that You would be my Savior and... Read More
the battle wages
the dance begins and dreams ensue He loved you received He asked you obeyed He sustained through want and plenty but a new day beckoned He led, you followed you crossed his path he crossed your path he asked you answered he spoke, you listened you spoke, he listened He initiated, you reciprocated He wooed, you drew near you giggled, he laughed he enjoyed, you delighted he impassioned, you embodied you shone, he radiated He whispered, you listened He led, you followed you waited,... Read More
i desire. i demand.
what causes fights and quarrels among you? don’t they come from your desires that battle within you? you want something but don’t get it. you kill and covet, but you cannot have what you want. you quarrel and fight. you do not have, because you do not ask God. when you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures. james 4:1-3 so desire isn’t bad. to desire love, to desire acceptance, to desire... Read More
the next adventure
so i rarely journal… but i needed to flesh out some things. i’ve been in this crazy place lately. it’s hard to put to words. maybe i’m just bad with words. it seems when i need them the most they fail me. when i’d like to express myself clearly, i’m the least clear. and yet i have these moments of pure brilliance. that sounded pretty prideful, i apologize. but seriously, like God has allowed me to be present to watch him work. and my... Read More